Exiled

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Reminding myself I am a poet… this is a work from several years ago, exploring my (then) new surrounding by fantastic assumptions of  western reality encountered; when leaving a so-called ‘primitive’ culture to become immersed  in a culture that can only be described as a ‘passion-of-the-christ-matrix-on-methamphetamines’  world of tanks and drones whose peoples (supporting cast) cannibalize life sustaining nature (we’re all a part of) with near zero grasp of the macro-cosmic intelligence underwriting out existence. So, who/what is ‘primitive’ ?  

To know nothing

And joke:

“He is the Ice Man”

Mocks reality unseen.

Fear your shards

Broken mirror

Selves boxed

In Ego

This fear

I see

In failed

Un-slain selves.

Who’d

Dare-risk-break-free

Im-prismed

Peoples

These many

Un-slain self

Image

Self

Serving

Collectively im-prismed

Peoples

Clinging

Each image embodied

In metaphor,

Reflects

Merely

Self-denied-selves-brittle

Where

Nature’s stone

Is-become-but-thin-glass.

Again and again

-seduced-just-so-

Inorganic agonies

In mirror box of ego;

Cowards

Deferential lies, encounter

Preservations illusion

In self-narcissis-self

Not only once.

Fear, yes

To release these many

Almost beings, surround

So many self-seen-self’s

In mirror,

Sentient awareness walled away

Where underlie reflective restlessness.

Cowards cannot scent

Pheromones

Or will image

To be broken when:

Spilt agony

Reflect illusory wound.

Casualties none-the-less

Conceal

Needs, wants,

Delicate hand with diamond tip

(but my tool is my Atlatl)

And arm’s intelligent strength.

Were I to break in,

Self-seen-selves-in-mirror…

…would you bleed

Like ten thousand shards

As abstracts in image cling.

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